Sunday, December 23, 2007

Money Down the Drain

I dreamt that I was standing by a sink full of water and holding a glass with a goldfish. As the sink water was draining, the goldfish jumped into the sink. I immediately put my hand down over the drain to try to catch the fish, and then I pulled the stopper by the faucet with my free hand.

To see a goldfish in your dream, foretells of wealth and many successful and pleasant adventures.

To see a sink in your dream. represents your feelings and how you control your emotions. You may need to cleanse yourself of past feelings and start fresh.

To see a drain in your dream, signifies your need to release and channel your emotions. You should not kept you feeling inside. Alternatively, it may represent a wasted effort or loss.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

I dreamt that I took apart my sister's old blue comforter and stitched together pieces of it with blocks of pink and green to make a new quilt. It was beautiful. When she saw it, she said, "Jeannie [her friend] would love one like it." I told her to that I would need one of Jeannie's old comforters to make one for her.

To dream that you are sewing, suggests that you are trying to make amends with others. There may be a situation or relationship that needs to be repaired. Perhaps you are creating a new self-image and taking on a new attitude.

Blue represents truth, wisdom, heaven, eternity, devotion, tranquility, loyalty and openness. The presence of this color in your dream, may symbolize your spiritual guide and your optimism of the future. You have clarity of mind.

Pink represents love, joy, sweetness, happiness, affection, kindness. Being in love or healing through love is also implied with this color.

Green signifies a positive change, good health, growth, healing, hope, vigor, vitality, peace, and serenity. Green is also symbolic of your strive to gain recognition and establish your independence. Money, wealth and jealousy are often associated with this color.

To see a quilt in your dream, signifies harmony, protection, warmth, and pleasant and comfortable circumstances. Consider the color and pattern of the quilt for additional significance.

I was with an old family friend (Junior) when he looked at me and motioned for me to follow him to his hallway closet. He pulled out a box of games, but when he opened it - it was full of scraps of paper. One of those scraps had my name on it along with three guy's names (two were scratched out). He put a line through the third name.

To see a hallway in your dream, symbolizes the beginning of a� path that you are taking in life or a journey into the unknown and self exploration. It represents spiritual, emotional, physical, or mental passages in your life.� It is indicative of a transitional phase in your life.

To see a closet in your dream, symbolizes something in your life that you have kept hidden.

To dream of opening a box, denotes that things are being revealed about yourself that were once hidden. Consider your feelings as you open the box. If opening the box fills you will fear, you may be uncovering aspects of yourself that make you feel anxious.

To see a familiar name written in your dream, symbolizes the way you feel about that person. Your intuition about them may turn out to be true.

Saturday, October 27, 2007

"Taking three pills is gambly"

I was on a college campus walking with friends back to someone's dorm. When we got inside there was a large crowed of people. We pushed through towards the room when I overheard what part of what was going on. A sorority and a frat were working together for an event. As we just got through the crowd, I heard the rest. The new sorority pledges were supposed to meet at the school's large fountain and swallow three birth control pills with the fountain water - which would supposedly be cleaned up for the event. Someone was carrying a poster announcing the event. I was annoyed by the whole thing and said that taking three pills was stupid. Of course, the group argued back. A weird guy was standing around asking questions. One lady who seemed to be in charge from the sorority's side told someone by her to make sure there was security while pointing at me. I said, "Nothing I said could even be misconstrued as a threat, unless you find someone disagreeing with you threatening. It is stupid to take that many pills. It won't make the girls hyper-resistant to getting pregnant, if that's what you want for other plans later that night - sponsored by the frat, of course. Those events should be listed on that poster, too." This only made them angrier and louder, and I saw the weird guy asking more questions and writing down their answers. I didn't want to be interviewed, so I turned around and slinked up the stairs. He started following me, so I just turned down the wrong hall into an empty study. He appeared through the door. and I complained that he was harassing me. He ignored my complaint and read back a quote - "Taking three pills is gambly." I said, " I didn't say that, and if you use it I'll sue you just for saying that I said 'gambly'."

To dream that you are on a campus, indicates your need to expand your thinking/knowledge and challenge yourself mentally.

To dream that you are in a dormitory, represents the value you place on knowledge and education. You believe that you are always learning and not just in the classroom.

To dream that you are in or part of a crowd, signifies that you need to make some space for yourself. You need solitude to reflect on a situation at hand and recharge your energy. Consider also the familiar phrase of "going along with the crowd" which implies conformity and lack of individuality.

To see or use contraceptive in your dream, suggests that you are refusing to let your creativity emerge from beneath the surface. You are holding back some aspect of yourself.

To dream that you are at an interview, denotes your anxiety over being judged by others.

Monday, October 22, 2007

Talent show

My brother and I were outside watching a kiddie talent show. The usual talents were showcased, and then a set of quadruplets came out on stage. While we waited to see what talent they would exhibit, they merely stood in a line and smiled. It was soon apparent that their only "talent" was being a set of quadruplets. My brother and I were in the front row, and we immediately started booing. He yelled out, "1-2-3-4, We don't want you anymore!" and "Get off the stage!" We kept on booing until their mother came up on stage to lead them off.

To see quadruplets in your dream, represents wholeness. You are close to becoming who you really want to be. There will be calmness and peace after a period of much chaos and problems.


Sunday, October 7, 2007

Veronica Mars and a bazooka

I was out in the woods with a group of people, and we were running to get a away from a man. We would ran into a cabin, and I told everyone to make sure all the lights were turned out. I peeked through a window, and I could make out his shadow kneeling down on one knee. I knew he was shooting at us, and I yelled for everyone to leave the cabin as I ran towards the back. I could see the orange glow of the bazooka's shot as it got closer. We make it out of the cabin and ran as fast as we could through the woods. Suddenly we ran out onto a suburb division. I started to run the yards and hop fences like the others, but I was getting tired quickly. So I ran instead on the sidewalks in the same general direction. The running then felt good, and I felt as if I could run forever. I soon came across a picnic table that all of the people were sitting around. I went towards them and tried to convince them to keep running. I was afraid the man was going to catch up, but they seemed unconcerned.

To dream that you are lost in the woods, indicates that you are starting a new phase in your life. You are expressing some anxiety about leaving behind the familiar and what you know.

To see a group in your dream, refers to the merging of various aspects of your character and personality.

To dream that someone is shooting you with a gun, suggests that you are experiencing some confrontation in your waking life. You may feel victimized in some situation.

To dream that you are in or see a cabin in your dream, indicates that you succeed via your own means. It suggests that you are self-reliant and independent, yet still remain humble. You prefer the simpler things in life.

Orange denotes friendliness, courtesy, lively, sociability, and an out-going nature. You may want to expand your horizons and look into new interests.

To dream that you are running away from someone, indicates an issue that you are trying to avoid. You are not taking or accepting responsibility for your actions. In particular, if you are running from an attacker or any danger, then it suggests that you are not facing and confronting your fears.

To dream that you escape from danger, signifies that you will rise to a place of high position and honor in your business and social circle.

To dream that you are running alone, signifies that you will advance to a higher position and surpass your friends in the race for wealth. Alternatively, you may be running from some situation or from temptation

To dream that you are walking on a sidewalk, your steady progress and direction in life. You may be moving on to new walks of life. If the sidewalk is cracked, then it signifies minor and temporary setbacks that are keeping you from getting to your destination. Your dream may suggest that you need to alter your course and make some changes in your life.

To see a table in your dream, represents social unity and the potential for a meeting or gathering.�It refers to your social and family connections.� If the table is broken or not functional, then it suggests some dissension in a group. Perhaps there is something you cannot hold inside any longer and need to bring it out in the open.

I then found myself in high school. I was Veronica Mars, and Logan (another character) was there with me along with several people from nursing school. I was going around making plans to sabotage generic school functions. (I don't really remember these.) In the meantime, I was very interested in Logan and was trying to get closer to him.

To dream about high school, refers to the bounds and friendships that you made while you were in high school. What spiritual lessons have you learned? The dream may also be telling you that you need to start preparing for the real world.


Saturday, July 21, 2007

A song and a Quiz

I was in a nursing class filled with people from high school. The professor was my current clinical instructor, and the assignment was to sing a song in front of the class. A currently pregnant friend was sitting next to me and showing pictures of her twin babies. (She's actually having a little girl.) The teacher stepped out of the room just before my turn. The music started when I got in front of the class. (It was a song my mom has sung many times as a special for church.) I couldn't remember the words to the song. The class laughed, but it was friendly. Someone suggested I catch up on the chorus, but even then I couldn't come up with the words. An Asian guy in the front laughed again and said I could always stay up there dressed like that. (I had on a short skirt.) The song was finally over, and I sat back down after changing into jeans. The professor came back in and told us we had to take a quiz over our songs. I had to borrow paper and a pen from a girl who was sharing a seat with me. (She's also in one of my groups at school.)

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Old school

I first dreamed that I was late for a clinical at the hospital. I woke up at 2p, and that was when my clinical was supposed to start. I got there as fast as I could only to discover that I wasn't late after all. It wasn't starting until the next day. In the hospital, I kept running into people I'd gone to high school with. Some faces that I remember: Travis, Ashley, Tammy, Candice, Christina... At one point I was going back to my car when Ashley joined me in the walk. We ran into some guys, and that's when I woke up.

Monday, May 21, 2007

Surprise knits

A friend and I were planning a surprise for a teacher. We were trying to gather all the students to the auditorium. Each had a knit item which would be given to the teacher. Most were lacy shawls or knit blocks to be pieced together later as a blanket.

We stood in the hallway and tried to hurry along a few of the slower students. One in particular was lagging behind because she was waiting for a friend. I told her to go on and save a seat. When she finally started towards the auditorium, I turned to my friend and laughed at how silly we were as children - thinking that we couldn't go anywhere without someone by our side.

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Here comes the bride...

I was in a building with a lot of people when I go to the bathroom to freshen up. All of a sudden I realize that I'm actually getting ready for my wedding. I'm doing my own hair and makeup, and I'm frustrated with the results. A woman comes in who I think is going to help me, but she's just there to get ready herself. I start to get a little anxious as I realize that I'm already running late, but my hair is getting frizzier and frizzier. I originally put it up in a pony tail, but when I look in the mirror I see that my hair is down and I have bangs. The crowd is getting restless. There is now a window between me and them. I can see that most have turned around in their seats and are watching me. I also recognize the room as my grandparent's church. I find some hair serum and run it through my hair. I then give up and head to the door where everyone is looking at me. My mom whispers for me to go to the back to meet my father. I say something about that's what a wedding planner is for. I'm embarrassed already at how my wedding is turning out, and I have no bridesmaids.

At this point I'm starting to wake up, but I want to know who the groom is - so I try to fall back into my dream.

I meet my father, and he prays over me before we begin.

I wake up again, and I never saw who the groom was.

To dream that you are in or part of a crowd, signifies that you need to make some space for yourself. You need solitude to reflect on a situation at hand and recharge your energy. Consider also the familiar phrase of "going along with the crowd" which implies conformity and lack of individuality.

To dream that you are in the bathroom, relates to your instinctual urges. You may be experiencing some burdens/feelings and need to "relieve yourself". Alternatively, it may symbolize purification and self-renewal. You need to cleanse yourself, both emotionally and psychologically.

To wear a wedding dress in your dream, indicates that you are evaluating and assessing your personal relationship.

To dream of your nuptials, foretells of an engagement that will lead to much joy and harmony.

To dream that you are applying make-up, signifies that you are trying to cover up or conceal a hidden aspect of yourself.� Alternatively, it may signify that you are putting on your best face forward. You are trying to enhance your self-image and increase your sense of self-confidence.

To dream that you are combing or styling your hair, suggests that you are taking on and evaluating a new idea, concept, outlook, or way of thinking. You may be putting your thoughts in order and getting your facts straight. A more literal interpretation suggests your concerns about your self-image and appearance.

To see windows in your dream, signifies bright hopes, vast possibilities and insight.

To dream that you are in a church, suggests that you are seeking for some spiritual enlightenment and guidance. You are looking to be uplifted in some way. Perhaps you have made some mistakes in the past which have set you back on your path toward your goals. With proper support, you will get on the right track again. Alternatively, it may also mean that you are questioning and debating your life path and where it is leading. You are reevaluating what you want to do.

To see your parents in your dream, symbolizes both power, shelter, and love. You may be expressing your concerns and worries about your own parents. Alternatively, it represents the merging of the female and male aspects of your character.

To dream that you are praying, signifies a need to turn over some matter to a higher force and let it go. You need to learn to relinquish and let go of your worries. It may also be an indication that you need to pray more.




Monday, May 7, 2007

A bird in the hand...

I found a finch flying around in my house. After chasing it around for several minutes, I finally caught it. I took it to the front door and let it go. I could immediately see that it was not flying very well, and the other finches started messing with it. I opened the screen door, and the finch flew back to me. I went back to the kitchen, where my dad took the bird from me and examined it. He pulled the wings away from the body, and the tip of the right wing came off. I grabbed it back, and my dad found where it must have gotten in. Over the kitchen sink was a hole in the ceiling, and it was lined with jagged bits of glass. I started looking for a birdcage. I knew I had an old one somewhere, but I couldn't find it and no one knew where it was. I went out to the front yard. On the magnolia tree were several birdcages. All but one had birds. I went to the empty cage and placed the hurt finch inside.

To see deformed or odd birds in your dream indicates that you have a unique outlook and perspective on romance and love. The dream may also represent a lack of understanding in affairs of the heart.

To see a magnolia tree in your dream, indicates your need for attention and to be noticed. You are being overly confident in your abilities. Alternatively, it represents your need to feel protected and safe from life's problems.

To see the trunk of a tree, signifies your inner sense of well being and personality. If the trunk is thick and large, then it denotes that you are a strong, rugged and durable person.

To see a birdcage in your dream, represents a loss of freedom. You are feeling locked up and unable to fully express yourself.

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

When animals attack

Someone was holding two large snakes as they thrashed around. They dropped them, and the snakes headed towards me. I managed to grab them and hold them away from me. Suddenly, they both bit me on my right forearm. I dropped them, and they slithered away.

Two stands for balance, diversity, partnership, soul, or receptivity. It can also symbolize double weakness or double strength. There is a duality as in male and female, mother and father, yin and yang, etc.

To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced.

To dream that you are being bitten, represents your vulnerability regarding your unresolved issues emotions. You may be pestered by a problem or obstacle.

Friday, April 20, 2007

Fat camp

I was home when I found a large bowl of candy: Starbursts, Tootsie Rolls, 3 Musketeers, Milky Ways, M&Ms... All the good stuff. I sat down on the couch to start snacking while watching TV. A commercial came on for a fat camp for kids. I was watching them run all around the playground when I recognized the location as our local elementary school. I hid the candy behind my back and called my youngest brother to come see it. "Look! It's **** Elementary."

Suddenly, I was laying on my front porch overlooking the playground and kids. Two young boys came up to me, and I was talking to them. My brother came out and then went back inside only to come back out dressed as a policeman. I laughed and asked, "You went inside to get into your police costume?" He ignored me and told the kids to ask me what I was hiding behind my back.

To see your home signifies security, basic needs, and values. You may feel at home at your new job or you finally feel settled and comfortable in a new environment.

To see a bowl symbolizes the womb and sense of security. Consider the condition of the bowl and how it is treated or handled in the dream. This may offer clues as to how you feel you are being treated in a particular relationship.

To see or eat candy symbolizes the joys and special treats in life. It also represents indulgence, sensuality and/or forbidden pleasure.

To see or dream that you are on a couch, represents rest, relaxation, laziness or boredom. It may also mean you need to clear you mind and thoughts.

To dream that you are watching television, represents your brain, mind and its flowing thoughts. It shows how you are receiving, integrating, and expressing your ideas/thoughts. The programs you dream of watching is an objective view of the things that are in your mind.

To dream that you are watching TV commercials, signifies your tendency to jump from one thing to another without completing your initial responsibilities and tasks. You have a tendency to emotionally distance yourself and remain objective about the situations you are faced with.

To see children in your dream, signifies your own childlike qualities or a retreat back to a childlike state. It is an extension of your inner child during a time of innocence, purity, simplicity, and a carefree attitude. You may be longing for the past and the chance to satisfy repressed desires and unfulfilled hopes.

To dream about a playground, indicates your desires to escape from your daily responsibilities. Consider also objects in the playground as expressing or your need to express some aspect of yourself. Perhaps you need to be more carefree or have some fun getting to know some of your talents and abilities that you have long ignored or disregarded.

To see your brother in your dream, may symbolize some aspect of your relationship with him. It can also serve to remind you that someone in your waking life has certain characteristics/behavior similar to your brother's.

To dream of a porch, represents your personality, your social self, your facade and how you portray yourself to others. Consider the condition and size of the porch. To dream of an opened porch, signifies your outgoing nature and welcoming attitude.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Hellooooo Nurse!

I went to my brother's room and saw his legs. They were grossly swollen, red, and scaly. I bent down and made him let me examine them. I told him it looked like he had cellulitis and that he needed to go to the doctor now. He refused, saying he had to go see his fiance. I asked why he was going to meet this girl when he needed to go to the doctor. He got angry and started carrying on about how our family doesn't give her a chance. He mentions in passing that she's 31 years old (he's 22), and I mutter under my breath, "No wonder she's in such a hurry."

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My mom has an IV that needs to be taken out. I tell her I'll do it and grab some paper towels to use as gauze. She looks at me uncertainly and says, "Maybe you should get someone." I'm slightly offended as I've done it a million times and that it is easy to take an IV out. Her IV was placed on her nose, and I untape it and place the paper towel over the IV site before pulling out the little catheter. Even though I'm holding pressure, the site bleeds profusely and blood is getting everywhere. It finally stops, and I let go of her nose. I get some moisturizer, and she asks for some. I ask her why did the other nurse put the IV in her nose, and my mom says it's because it's the best spot. I disagree and begin pointing out all the better sites on my arm.

To see your brother in your dream, may symbolize some aspect of your relationship with him.

If you see someone else's legs, then it represents your admiration for that person.

To dream that you or others are sick, denotes discordance and trouble in your life.

To dream that you are seeing the doctor, denotes discouraging illness and strife amongst members of your family.

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To dream that you are having a conversation with your mother, denotes a matter that has preoccupied your mind and you are not sure how to deal with it in your waking life.

To dream of a bleeding nose, is prophetic of disaster and danger.

To use or apply moisturizer in your dream, represents the persona you are portraying to others. It also symbolic of a renewal. You have a fresh outlook in life.


Thursday, April 5, 2007

Nothing to Wear 2

I was hanging out at home with several friends at my house. The house was a mess - bare rooms and stripped walls. I told my friends that we were remodeling to cover the truth that it always looked like this. One of the guys, a friend from nursing school that I crushed on, asked me to go out with them later that night. I asked where they were going before hesitantly saying yes. I then had to go shopping because I had nothing to wear. I went to the mall and went into store after store, but I couldn't find anything. Suddenly a group of guys with guns were chasing me, and I ducked around a corner to hide from them. When I looked back, I saw an old woman threatening a younger woman.

To see your home in your dream, signifies security, basic needs, and values. You may feel at home at your new job or you finally feel settled and comfortable in a new environment.

To see a house in your dream, represents your own soul and self. If the house is empty, then it indicates feelings of insecurity.

To dream that you are lying, suggests that you are trying to deceive yourself into believing in something that goes against your natural instincts or long held values. Ask yourself what are you hiding from yourself or from others.

To dream about a former crush, refers to that particular period in your life and what you were feeling.

To dream that you are at the mall, represents your attempts in making a favorable impression on someone. The mall is also symbolic of materialism and the need to keep up with the trends, fads, and/or the latest technology.

To dream that you are shopping, indicates your needs and desires. Consider what you are shopping for and what needs you are try to fulfill.

To see a group in your dream, refers to the merging of various aspects of your character and personality.

To see a gun in your dream , symbolizes aggression, anger, and potential danger. You may be dealing with issues of passiveness/aggressiveness and authority/dependence.

To dream that you are being chased, signifies that you are avoiding a situation that you do not think is conquerable. It is often a metaphor for some form of insecurity.

To see an old woman in your dream, indicates aging and growing old.

To see a woman in your dream, represents nurturance, passivity, caring nature, and love. It refers to your own female aspects or may also represent your mother. Alternatively, it may indicate temptation and guilt.

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Nothing to Wear

I was ran into a college friend at Wal-mart. When I saw her, she was dressed in a beautiful gown. I had on a pair of pants and a red fur stole with nothing underneath. She was on her way to get her hair done at Wal-mart's hair salon, and she invited me to come along. I went thinking that perhaps I could at least get my hair done nice. We went inside, but there was no stylist available for me. My brother, sister, and her boyfriend were sitting inside. They made fun of my clothes. I decided to look for a dress there for the formal since all the people I knew from high school would be there. At least I could be dressed nicely. While walking through the store I would pass cheerleading and wrestling exhibitions put on by kids in black uniforms. I didn't find any dress that I liked. My mom showed up and tried to help me look, but she kept pulling out these old lady dresses and pastel, flowery prints. I said that I didn't want to be that person that everybody was going to laugh at. I was close to tears, and she asked me why I cared so much what I looked like to these people since I wasn't going to live there. I said that I didn't know where I was going to live, and that maybe I would be living there. She said, "Well, they're just going to be living next to you." We headed back toward the salon, and my mom started singing "I'll Be Home for Christmas" in a funny, Kermit voice. A guy standing nearby laughed, and I wiped a tear from cheek.

To see your friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to integrate these rejected part of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news.

To see or wear a dress in your dream, represents a feminine outlook or feminine perspective on a situation. You are freely expressing your femininity.

To see or wear pants in your dream, suggests that you are questioning y our role in some situation. Consider the material and color of the pants for additional interpretation.

Red is an indication of raw energy, force, vigor, intense passion, aggression, power, courage and passion. The color red has deep emotional and spiritual connotations. Red is also the color of danger, shame, sexual impulses and urges.

To see or wear a fur coat in your dream, symbolizes prosperity and luxury. It also indicates your need for attention and your need to be admired.

To dream that you are having trouble getting dressed, signifies that some evil person will preoccupy your mind to the point where you are not able to enjoy your daily life and its pleasure.

To dream that you are at the hairdresser, you are looking to change your attitude. You are ready for change and moving in a different attention.

To dream that you are at the salon, indicates your consciousness of your appearance and beauty. You may be trying too hard to impress others. It may also suggests deception and cover-up of some situation. Alternatively, it may denote a new outlook toward life.

To see your brother in your dream, may symbolize some aspect of your relationship with him. It can also serve to remind you that someone in your waking life has certain characteristics/behavior similar to your brother's.

To see your sister in your dream, symbolizes some aspect of your relationship with her, whether it one of sibling rivalry, caring, protectiveness, etc. Your sister may draw attention to your family role and sense of belonging. It may also serve to remind you that someone in your waking life has characteristics similar to your sister.

To dream that you are shopping, indicates your needs and desires. Consider what you are shopping for and what needs you are try to fulfill.

To see a cheerleader in your dream, represents competition and triumph. Your dream may be telling you to offer more praise and encouragement toward others.

Black symbolizes the unknown, unconscious, danger, mystery, darkness, death, mourning, hate or malice.

To see your mother in your dream, represents the nurturing aspect of your own character. Mothers offer shelter, comfort, life, guidance and protection. Some people may have problems freeing themselves from their mothers and are thus seeking their own individuality and development.

To dream that you are having a conversation with your mother, denotes a matter that has preoccupied your mind and you are not sure how to deal with it in your waking life. It indicates unresolved problems that still need to be worked out with your mother.

To dream of pastel colors, indicates that you are not completely recognizing and dealing with some part of your emotions. It also implies ambiguity in your life.

To dream that you are in tears, signifies that a healing of some sort is taking place in your life. The tears symbolize compassion, emotional healing and spiritual cleansing. Alternatively, tears may indicate pain.

To dream that you are crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions.

Sunday, April 1, 2007

Baby talk

I had a baby, and he/she surprised us by speaking a complete sentence at just one week old. I bragged to everyone around me.

To dream that you are having a baby, suggests that you are giving birth to a new idea or project. It also represents new beginnings or some upcoming event.

To see a baby in your dream, signifies innocence, warmth and new beginnings. Babies may symbolize something in your own inner nature which is pure, vulnerable, and/or uncorrupted.

To dream that you are bragging, indicates that you are feeling insecure about yourself. You are trying to overcompensate for your shortcomings.

Friday, March 23, 2007

Flash forward

My family and I were gathered around the floor playing a board game. The object of the game was to get your piece to the middle, marked by a lamp post. Suddenly time flashed forward, and it was the future. We were still sitting around playing the board game, only now it was called Nomad. This was because the lamp post, the objective, no long stayed in the middle but would appear randomly around the board. Strategy was eliminated. Instead of trying to get my piece to the middle, I just wandered around the board. While talking with my family, I realized that I was still working as an aide. I was also surprised to find out that Mark Ruffalo was still working as an aide, too. My mom wanted me to go to the store to get some drinks, but I was nervous. The store was underwater, and I would have to hold my breath.

(TV makes an appearance in my dream: I had just watched Mark Ruffalo on The Actors Studio, and Nomad was a character's screen name in a movie.)

To see your own family in your dream, represents security, warmth and love.

To see the floor in your dream, represents your support. It may also represent the division between the unconscious and conscious.

To dream that you are playing games, signifies relaxation or competition. It may also represent the rules you play by.

To see a lamppost in your dream, denotes that someone who you least expect will prove to be a great friend in your time of need.

To dream that you are in the future, signifies your hopes or your fears of how things will turn out depending on the scenario.

To dream that you are having a conversation with your mother, denotes a matter that has preoccupied your mind and you are not sure how to deal with it in your waking life. It indicates unresolved problems that still need to be worked out with your mother.

To dream of grocery or convenience store, suggests that you are emotionally and mentally strained. Alternatively, you may be brainstorming for new ideas or looking for the various choices out there for you.

To drink a beverage in your dream, represents your ability to understand and take in a new idea or concept. The dream may be analogous to your thirst for knowledge. Consider the type of beverage for additional meaning.

To dream that you are underwater, suggests that you are feeling overcome with emotions and are in need of greater control in your life. You may be in over your head regarding some situation.

I think that I am afraid of being in the same place even just a year from now. I've been looking for a new job, and I expect to move out for good when I graduate.

As far as working something out with my mom, we've argued about one thing lately. I want to take my little brother to the premiere of Spiderman 3, and she's set against it. I took him for Spiderman 2, and there were no problems then. I'm not sure why she's decided to dig her heels in this time.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

On the Run

I had several different dreams last night. The details are very fuzzy. They feel related to me, but I'm not sure when exactly each morphed into the next.

There was an earlier scene involving a supermarket and candy, but I don't remember anything except trying to hide from someone who wanted to hurt me.

I was standing in my front yard. A police car had crashed in our garage, but I knew it wasn't the police coming after us. My mom was in the back of the garage, and I was motioning her to come around the car. She did and was making her way up the steps into the house when the car backed up and came our way.

I was in an auditorium with my family to receive an award. I was uneasy, because I knew someone was looking for me. We split up into two aisles to find some seats. Everyone else sat down together, but my mom went up one more row before sitting down. I tried to convince her to sit by the rest, but she was stubborn. As I walked through the row to sit down, a man I knew acknowledge me and patted me on the back. His fingers got caught in my hair and pulled it as I continued walking away from him. I noticed another friend in the audience, a guy I knew from college. I was nervous to see him.

I was not myself, but a teenage boy. Someone was out there trying to kill me and the people I knew. I had found a friend unconscious. Not knowing what else to do, I laid her down in a bathtub and pulled the curtain. I started to head back outside, but someone took a shot at me. I ducked back inside and waited for him to come to me. He did, and I knocked him out. I decided to try going through the opposite doors, but I could see a group of several boys in grey hoodies running around. I ran back again through the first doors and around the building to a courtyard. I could see the boys were heading toward the gate. I raced them to the entrance. They started to come through before I got there, and I was fighting them off one by one. All the while I'm talking and trying to convince them in a light manner to let me live just a little bit longer. I wanted to stay with them and follow them to their leader. This man had sniped a man I knew in the back of his head, and I had seen the whole thing.

In every dream I was on edge and running for my life. The last felt like a video game.

To dream that you are in a market, represents some emotional of physical need that you are currently lacking in your life. You may be in need of nurturance and some fulfillment. Consider the specific items that you are shopping for. Alternatively, the market signifies frugality.

To see or eat candy in your dream, symbolizes the joys and special treats in life. It also represents indulgence, sensuality and/or forbidden pleasure.

To dream that you are hiding, suggests that you are keeping some secret or withholding some information. You may not be facing up to a situation or not want to deal with an issue. However, you may be getting ready to reveal and confess before somebody finds out.

To dream that you are somebody else who is hiding, indicates a need for security and protection.

To dream that your house is broken into, suggests that you are feeling violated. It may refer to a particular relationship or current situation in your life. Alternatively, it indicates that some unconscious material is attempting to make itself known. There are some aspects of yourself that you have denied.

To see your mother in your dream, represents the nurturing aspect of your own character. Mothers offer shelter, comfort, life, guidance and protection. Some people may have problems freeing themselves from their mothers and are thus seeking their own individuality and development.

To dream that you are having a conversation with your mother, denotes a matter that has preoccupied your mind and you are not sure how to deal with it in your waking life. It indicates unresolved problems that still need to be worked out with your mother.

To dream that you are almost hit by a car, suggests that your lifestyle, beliefs or goals may be in conflict with another's. It may also be symbolic of a jolting experience or injured pride.

To see your own family in your dream, represents security, warmth and love. Consider also the significance of a particular family member or the relationship you have with them.

To see your friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to integrate these rejected part of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news.

To dream about a former crush, refers to that particular period in your life and what you were feeling. The former crush represents a point in time when you first had the crush on that person.

To dream that you receive an award, indicates that you feel you deserve some recognition or some acknowledgment of your work.

To dream that you have long hair, indicates that you are thinking long and carefully before making some decision. You are concentrating on some plan or situation.

If you are female and dream that you see or are a boy, then it indicates that you are developing the masculine aspects of character. Alternatively, it may represent your feelings about a real-life boy who is important and significant to you. You may have a crush on this boy and your waking thoughts of him has carried over into the dream world. Your motherly instincts may be taking over.

To see or be in a bathtub in your dream, suggests a need for self-renewal and escape from everyday problems. You need to rid yourself of the burdens that you have been carrying.

To dream that you are confronted or threatened by a gang, signifies circumstances or situations in your waking life which are overwhelming and you feel has ganged up on you.

To dream that you are a sniper or are being attacked by one, represents hidden aggression that you need to acknowledge. You need to express your anger in a more controlled and healthy manner.

Chase dreams often stem from feelings of anxiety in your walking life. The way we respond to anxiety and pressure in real life is typically manifested as a chase dream. Running is an instinctive response to physical threats in our environment. Often in these dream scenarios, you are being pursued by some attacker, who wants to hurt or possibly kill you. You are running away, hiding, or trying to outwit your pursuer. Chase dreams may represent your way of coping with fears, stress or various situations in your waking life. Instead of confronting the situation, you are running away and avoiding it.�Ask yourself who is the one chasing you and you may gain some understanding and insight on the source of your fears and pressure.

The pursuer or attacker who is chasing you in your dream may also represent a part of yourself. Your own feelings of anger, jealousy, fear, and possibly love, can assume the appearance of threatening figure. You may be projecting these feelings onto the unknown chaser. Next time you have a chase dream, turn around and confront your pursuer. Ask them why they are chasing you.

I will try to be aware enough to ask next time. :)

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Working Title*

This blog is strictly for my pleasure, but you're welcome to take a peak into my subconcious.


*I need something a little less plain than "Dream Journal," but I'll go along with it for now. Sometimes the obvious is the best choice.