Friday, March 23, 2007

Flash forward

My family and I were gathered around the floor playing a board game. The object of the game was to get your piece to the middle, marked by a lamp post. Suddenly time flashed forward, and it was the future. We were still sitting around playing the board game, only now it was called Nomad. This was because the lamp post, the objective, no long stayed in the middle but would appear randomly around the board. Strategy was eliminated. Instead of trying to get my piece to the middle, I just wandered around the board. While talking with my family, I realized that I was still working as an aide. I was also surprised to find out that Mark Ruffalo was still working as an aide, too. My mom wanted me to go to the store to get some drinks, but I was nervous. The store was underwater, and I would have to hold my breath.

(TV makes an appearance in my dream: I had just watched Mark Ruffalo on The Actors Studio, and Nomad was a character's screen name in a movie.)

To see your own family in your dream, represents security, warmth and love.

To see the floor in your dream, represents your support. It may also represent the division between the unconscious and conscious.

To dream that you are playing games, signifies relaxation or competition. It may also represent the rules you play by.

To see a lamppost in your dream, denotes that someone who you least expect will prove to be a great friend in your time of need.

To dream that you are in the future, signifies your hopes or your fears of how things will turn out depending on the scenario.

To dream that you are having a conversation with your mother, denotes a matter that has preoccupied your mind and you are not sure how to deal with it in your waking life. It indicates unresolved problems that still need to be worked out with your mother.

To dream of grocery or convenience store, suggests that you are emotionally and mentally strained. Alternatively, you may be brainstorming for new ideas or looking for the various choices out there for you.

To drink a beverage in your dream, represents your ability to understand and take in a new idea or concept. The dream may be analogous to your thirst for knowledge. Consider the type of beverage for additional meaning.

To dream that you are underwater, suggests that you are feeling overcome with emotions and are in need of greater control in your life. You may be in over your head regarding some situation.

I think that I am afraid of being in the same place even just a year from now. I've been looking for a new job, and I expect to move out for good when I graduate.

As far as working something out with my mom, we've argued about one thing lately. I want to take my little brother to the premiere of Spiderman 3, and she's set against it. I took him for Spiderman 2, and there were no problems then. I'm not sure why she's decided to dig her heels in this time.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

On the Run

I had several different dreams last night. The details are very fuzzy. They feel related to me, but I'm not sure when exactly each morphed into the next.

There was an earlier scene involving a supermarket and candy, but I don't remember anything except trying to hide from someone who wanted to hurt me.

I was standing in my front yard. A police car had crashed in our garage, but I knew it wasn't the police coming after us. My mom was in the back of the garage, and I was motioning her to come around the car. She did and was making her way up the steps into the house when the car backed up and came our way.

I was in an auditorium with my family to receive an award. I was uneasy, because I knew someone was looking for me. We split up into two aisles to find some seats. Everyone else sat down together, but my mom went up one more row before sitting down. I tried to convince her to sit by the rest, but she was stubborn. As I walked through the row to sit down, a man I knew acknowledge me and patted me on the back. His fingers got caught in my hair and pulled it as I continued walking away from him. I noticed another friend in the audience, a guy I knew from college. I was nervous to see him.

I was not myself, but a teenage boy. Someone was out there trying to kill me and the people I knew. I had found a friend unconscious. Not knowing what else to do, I laid her down in a bathtub and pulled the curtain. I started to head back outside, but someone took a shot at me. I ducked back inside and waited for him to come to me. He did, and I knocked him out. I decided to try going through the opposite doors, but I could see a group of several boys in grey hoodies running around. I ran back again through the first doors and around the building to a courtyard. I could see the boys were heading toward the gate. I raced them to the entrance. They started to come through before I got there, and I was fighting them off one by one. All the while I'm talking and trying to convince them in a light manner to let me live just a little bit longer. I wanted to stay with them and follow them to their leader. This man had sniped a man I knew in the back of his head, and I had seen the whole thing.

In every dream I was on edge and running for my life. The last felt like a video game.

To dream that you are in a market, represents some emotional of physical need that you are currently lacking in your life. You may be in need of nurturance and some fulfillment. Consider the specific items that you are shopping for. Alternatively, the market signifies frugality.

To see or eat candy in your dream, symbolizes the joys and special treats in life. It also represents indulgence, sensuality and/or forbidden pleasure.

To dream that you are hiding, suggests that you are keeping some secret or withholding some information. You may not be facing up to a situation or not want to deal with an issue. However, you may be getting ready to reveal and confess before somebody finds out.

To dream that you are somebody else who is hiding, indicates a need for security and protection.

To dream that your house is broken into, suggests that you are feeling violated. It may refer to a particular relationship or current situation in your life. Alternatively, it indicates that some unconscious material is attempting to make itself known. There are some aspects of yourself that you have denied.

To see your mother in your dream, represents the nurturing aspect of your own character. Mothers offer shelter, comfort, life, guidance and protection. Some people may have problems freeing themselves from their mothers and are thus seeking their own individuality and development.

To dream that you are having a conversation with your mother, denotes a matter that has preoccupied your mind and you are not sure how to deal with it in your waking life. It indicates unresolved problems that still need to be worked out with your mother.

To dream that you are almost hit by a car, suggests that your lifestyle, beliefs or goals may be in conflict with another's. It may also be symbolic of a jolting experience or injured pride.

To see your own family in your dream, represents security, warmth and love. Consider also the significance of a particular family member or the relationship you have with them.

To see your friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to integrate these rejected part of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news.

To dream about a former crush, refers to that particular period in your life and what you were feeling. The former crush represents a point in time when you first had the crush on that person.

To dream that you receive an award, indicates that you feel you deserve some recognition or some acknowledgment of your work.

To dream that you have long hair, indicates that you are thinking long and carefully before making some decision. You are concentrating on some plan or situation.

If you are female and dream that you see or are a boy, then it indicates that you are developing the masculine aspects of character. Alternatively, it may represent your feelings about a real-life boy who is important and significant to you. You may have a crush on this boy and your waking thoughts of him has carried over into the dream world. Your motherly instincts may be taking over.

To see or be in a bathtub in your dream, suggests a need for self-renewal and escape from everyday problems. You need to rid yourself of the burdens that you have been carrying.

To dream that you are confronted or threatened by a gang, signifies circumstances or situations in your waking life which are overwhelming and you feel has ganged up on you.

To dream that you are a sniper or are being attacked by one, represents hidden aggression that you need to acknowledge. You need to express your anger in a more controlled and healthy manner.

Chase dreams often stem from feelings of anxiety in your walking life. The way we respond to anxiety and pressure in real life is typically manifested as a chase dream. Running is an instinctive response to physical threats in our environment. Often in these dream scenarios, you are being pursued by some attacker, who wants to hurt or possibly kill you. You are running away, hiding, or trying to outwit your pursuer. Chase dreams may represent your way of coping with fears, stress or various situations in your waking life. Instead of confronting the situation, you are running away and avoiding it.�Ask yourself who is the one chasing you and you may gain some understanding and insight on the source of your fears and pressure.

The pursuer or attacker who is chasing you in your dream may also represent a part of yourself. Your own feelings of anger, jealousy, fear, and possibly love, can assume the appearance of threatening figure. You may be projecting these feelings onto the unknown chaser. Next time you have a chase dream, turn around and confront your pursuer. Ask them why they are chasing you.

I will try to be aware enough to ask next time. :)

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Working Title*

This blog is strictly for my pleasure, but you're welcome to take a peak into my subconcious.


*I need something a little less plain than "Dream Journal," but I'll go along with it for now. Sometimes the obvious is the best choice.