Friday, April 20, 2007

Fat camp

I was home when I found a large bowl of candy: Starbursts, Tootsie Rolls, 3 Musketeers, Milky Ways, M&Ms... All the good stuff. I sat down on the couch to start snacking while watching TV. A commercial came on for a fat camp for kids. I was watching them run all around the playground when I recognized the location as our local elementary school. I hid the candy behind my back and called my youngest brother to come see it. "Look! It's **** Elementary."

Suddenly, I was laying on my front porch overlooking the playground and kids. Two young boys came up to me, and I was talking to them. My brother came out and then went back inside only to come back out dressed as a policeman. I laughed and asked, "You went inside to get into your police costume?" He ignored me and told the kids to ask me what I was hiding behind my back.

To see your home signifies security, basic needs, and values. You may feel at home at your new job or you finally feel settled and comfortable in a new environment.

To see a bowl symbolizes the womb and sense of security. Consider the condition of the bowl and how it is treated or handled in the dream. This may offer clues as to how you feel you are being treated in a particular relationship.

To see or eat candy symbolizes the joys and special treats in life. It also represents indulgence, sensuality and/or forbidden pleasure.

To see or dream that you are on a couch, represents rest, relaxation, laziness or boredom. It may also mean you need to clear you mind and thoughts.

To dream that you are watching television, represents your brain, mind and its flowing thoughts. It shows how you are receiving, integrating, and expressing your ideas/thoughts. The programs you dream of watching is an objective view of the things that are in your mind.

To dream that you are watching TV commercials, signifies your tendency to jump from one thing to another without completing your initial responsibilities and tasks. You have a tendency to emotionally distance yourself and remain objective about the situations you are faced with.

To see children in your dream, signifies your own childlike qualities or a retreat back to a childlike state. It is an extension of your inner child during a time of innocence, purity, simplicity, and a carefree attitude. You may be longing for the past and the chance to satisfy repressed desires and unfulfilled hopes.

To dream about a playground, indicates your desires to escape from your daily responsibilities. Consider also objects in the playground as expressing or your need to express some aspect of yourself. Perhaps you need to be more carefree or have some fun getting to know some of your talents and abilities that you have long ignored or disregarded.

To see your brother in your dream, may symbolize some aspect of your relationship with him. It can also serve to remind you that someone in your waking life has certain characteristics/behavior similar to your brother's.

To dream of a porch, represents your personality, your social self, your facade and how you portray yourself to others. Consider the condition and size of the porch. To dream of an opened porch, signifies your outgoing nature and welcoming attitude.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Hellooooo Nurse!

I went to my brother's room and saw his legs. They were grossly swollen, red, and scaly. I bent down and made him let me examine them. I told him it looked like he had cellulitis and that he needed to go to the doctor now. He refused, saying he had to go see his fiance. I asked why he was going to meet this girl when he needed to go to the doctor. He got angry and started carrying on about how our family doesn't give her a chance. He mentions in passing that she's 31 years old (he's 22), and I mutter under my breath, "No wonder she's in such a hurry."

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My mom has an IV that needs to be taken out. I tell her I'll do it and grab some paper towels to use as gauze. She looks at me uncertainly and says, "Maybe you should get someone." I'm slightly offended as I've done it a million times and that it is easy to take an IV out. Her IV was placed on her nose, and I untape it and place the paper towel over the IV site before pulling out the little catheter. Even though I'm holding pressure, the site bleeds profusely and blood is getting everywhere. It finally stops, and I let go of her nose. I get some moisturizer, and she asks for some. I ask her why did the other nurse put the IV in her nose, and my mom says it's because it's the best spot. I disagree and begin pointing out all the better sites on my arm.

To see your brother in your dream, may symbolize some aspect of your relationship with him.

If you see someone else's legs, then it represents your admiration for that person.

To dream that you or others are sick, denotes discordance and trouble in your life.

To dream that you are seeing the doctor, denotes discouraging illness and strife amongst members of your family.

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To dream that you are having a conversation with your mother, denotes a matter that has preoccupied your mind and you are not sure how to deal with it in your waking life.

To dream of a bleeding nose, is prophetic of disaster and danger.

To use or apply moisturizer in your dream, represents the persona you are portraying to others. It also symbolic of a renewal. You have a fresh outlook in life.


Thursday, April 5, 2007

Nothing to Wear 2

I was hanging out at home with several friends at my house. The house was a mess - bare rooms and stripped walls. I told my friends that we were remodeling to cover the truth that it always looked like this. One of the guys, a friend from nursing school that I crushed on, asked me to go out with them later that night. I asked where they were going before hesitantly saying yes. I then had to go shopping because I had nothing to wear. I went to the mall and went into store after store, but I couldn't find anything. Suddenly a group of guys with guns were chasing me, and I ducked around a corner to hide from them. When I looked back, I saw an old woman threatening a younger woman.

To see your home in your dream, signifies security, basic needs, and values. You may feel at home at your new job or you finally feel settled and comfortable in a new environment.

To see a house in your dream, represents your own soul and self. If the house is empty, then it indicates feelings of insecurity.

To dream that you are lying, suggests that you are trying to deceive yourself into believing in something that goes against your natural instincts or long held values. Ask yourself what are you hiding from yourself or from others.

To dream about a former crush, refers to that particular period in your life and what you were feeling.

To dream that you are at the mall, represents your attempts in making a favorable impression on someone. The mall is also symbolic of materialism and the need to keep up with the trends, fads, and/or the latest technology.

To dream that you are shopping, indicates your needs and desires. Consider what you are shopping for and what needs you are try to fulfill.

To see a group in your dream, refers to the merging of various aspects of your character and personality.

To see a gun in your dream , symbolizes aggression, anger, and potential danger. You may be dealing with issues of passiveness/aggressiveness and authority/dependence.

To dream that you are being chased, signifies that you are avoiding a situation that you do not think is conquerable. It is often a metaphor for some form of insecurity.

To see an old woman in your dream, indicates aging and growing old.

To see a woman in your dream, represents nurturance, passivity, caring nature, and love. It refers to your own female aspects or may also represent your mother. Alternatively, it may indicate temptation and guilt.

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Nothing to Wear

I was ran into a college friend at Wal-mart. When I saw her, she was dressed in a beautiful gown. I had on a pair of pants and a red fur stole with nothing underneath. She was on her way to get her hair done at Wal-mart's hair salon, and she invited me to come along. I went thinking that perhaps I could at least get my hair done nice. We went inside, but there was no stylist available for me. My brother, sister, and her boyfriend were sitting inside. They made fun of my clothes. I decided to look for a dress there for the formal since all the people I knew from high school would be there. At least I could be dressed nicely. While walking through the store I would pass cheerleading and wrestling exhibitions put on by kids in black uniforms. I didn't find any dress that I liked. My mom showed up and tried to help me look, but she kept pulling out these old lady dresses and pastel, flowery prints. I said that I didn't want to be that person that everybody was going to laugh at. I was close to tears, and she asked me why I cared so much what I looked like to these people since I wasn't going to live there. I said that I didn't know where I was going to live, and that maybe I would be living there. She said, "Well, they're just going to be living next to you." We headed back toward the salon, and my mom started singing "I'll Be Home for Christmas" in a funny, Kermit voice. A guy standing nearby laughed, and I wiped a tear from cheek.

To see your friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to integrate these rejected part of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news.

To see or wear a dress in your dream, represents a feminine outlook or feminine perspective on a situation. You are freely expressing your femininity.

To see or wear pants in your dream, suggests that you are questioning y our role in some situation. Consider the material and color of the pants for additional interpretation.

Red is an indication of raw energy, force, vigor, intense passion, aggression, power, courage and passion. The color red has deep emotional and spiritual connotations. Red is also the color of danger, shame, sexual impulses and urges.

To see or wear a fur coat in your dream, symbolizes prosperity and luxury. It also indicates your need for attention and your need to be admired.

To dream that you are having trouble getting dressed, signifies that some evil person will preoccupy your mind to the point where you are not able to enjoy your daily life and its pleasure.

To dream that you are at the hairdresser, you are looking to change your attitude. You are ready for change and moving in a different attention.

To dream that you are at the salon, indicates your consciousness of your appearance and beauty. You may be trying too hard to impress others. It may also suggests deception and cover-up of some situation. Alternatively, it may denote a new outlook toward life.

To see your brother in your dream, may symbolize some aspect of your relationship with him. It can also serve to remind you that someone in your waking life has certain characteristics/behavior similar to your brother's.

To see your sister in your dream, symbolizes some aspect of your relationship with her, whether it one of sibling rivalry, caring, protectiveness, etc. Your sister may draw attention to your family role and sense of belonging. It may also serve to remind you that someone in your waking life has characteristics similar to your sister.

To dream that you are shopping, indicates your needs and desires. Consider what you are shopping for and what needs you are try to fulfill.

To see a cheerleader in your dream, represents competition and triumph. Your dream may be telling you to offer more praise and encouragement toward others.

Black symbolizes the unknown, unconscious, danger, mystery, darkness, death, mourning, hate or malice.

To see your mother in your dream, represents the nurturing aspect of your own character. Mothers offer shelter, comfort, life, guidance and protection. Some people may have problems freeing themselves from their mothers and are thus seeking their own individuality and development.

To dream that you are having a conversation with your mother, denotes a matter that has preoccupied your mind and you are not sure how to deal with it in your waking life. It indicates unresolved problems that still need to be worked out with your mother.

To dream of pastel colors, indicates that you are not completely recognizing and dealing with some part of your emotions. It also implies ambiguity in your life.

To dream that you are in tears, signifies that a healing of some sort is taking place in your life. The tears symbolize compassion, emotional healing and spiritual cleansing. Alternatively, tears may indicate pain.

To dream that you are crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions.

Sunday, April 1, 2007

Baby talk

I had a baby, and he/she surprised us by speaking a complete sentence at just one week old. I bragged to everyone around me.

To dream that you are having a baby, suggests that you are giving birth to a new idea or project. It also represents new beginnings or some upcoming event.

To see a baby in your dream, signifies innocence, warmth and new beginnings. Babies may symbolize something in your own inner nature which is pure, vulnerable, and/or uncorrupted.

To dream that you are bragging, indicates that you are feeling insecure about yourself. You are trying to overcompensate for your shortcomings.